bookbashuk Chapter 21
Chapter 21
Speaking of photos, in fact, Xu Mengxian didn't fall asleep.
She is now lying on her side playing with her mobile phone, clicking on Xu Xian's QQ space to browse photos, which were all taken by Xu Xian before.
Most of the photos are from high school and junior high school, and there are few in college, so I remember that it is because I think it is boring to take pictures, so I leave some souvenirs when I go out to travel, and I have never taken them every day.
Xu Xian was a skinny guy in high school, and he was very conspicuous when he stood with others to take pictures, because he looked like a bamboo pole.
Xu Xian in high school was already 1.81 meters, and then he didn't grow much in college, until now he has increased by two centimeters.
Of course, he can also brag about himself by wearing shoes, but his height is nothing to show off.
I was violently abused on campus in high school, so there are not many photos, and there are only about 20 photos in one album, and most of them have Wang Yaoyu's figure, that guy is a friend enough.
She looked carefully at Xu Xian's past photos, and suddenly found that she was quite handsome in this memory.
It's handsome -
Xu Mengxian sensed that something was wrong, and her heart trembled.
Why do you think Xu Xian is handsome
? Has the physiological orientation begun to favor girls?
Sure enough.
Regardless of whether there is Xu Xian's thinking and memory, it is difficult for thinking to disobey physiological reactions, and aesthetics have also changed, you must know that she has only appeared in this world for less than half a month.
But I am a girl in the first place, so why should I go against the physiological phenomenon? Maybe the idea of 'Xu Xian' is a straight man, and I can't accept the fact that I am a girl.
If 'Xu Xian' is a sissy or has gender dementia, then he will most likely be very happy to become a girl, and then be happy to be beautiful.
Regarding the perception of gender dysphoria, Xu Mengxian remembered that there was a male Internet celebrity who was like this, and the male Internet celebrity regarded himself as a girl all day long, and even felt that he would come to the 'big aunt'.
The male Internet celebrity interacted with a women's clothing boss during a live broadcast, and inadvertently said: "I seem to have come to aunt." This
sentence shocked the entire women's clothing industry.
This is the manifestation of the symptoms of gender recognition disorder, which is no longer clear whether you are a man or a woman, or an escapist.
Xu Mengxian thinks that she has no gender recognition disorder, so she is forced to accept the fact that she is a girl.
So Xu Xian -
handsome is handsome.
Normal girls will feel handsome, and there is no big problem.
Xu Mengxian persuaded herself like this, and then turned off her mobile phone and changed to a flat lying position, the two lumps of fat on her chest spread out with the sleeping position, and her breathing became heavy.
A girl's body is troublesome no matter what she does.
But my body is really good-looking, but fortunately I have the thinking of a boy, and I can feast my eyes before I am completely used to being a girl.
Xu Xian's guy fantasized about himself, and now he can only continue to fantasize, maybe sometimes he will imagine what he looks like in the bath or something, anyway, he knows that he is very.
I'm also very, but it's a pity that I can't get myself.
Xu Mengxian felt sleepy after a moment of triumphantness, and involuntarily put down her phone and closed her eyes.
Tonight is a happy night, she can go to her parents' house as a guest, although the parents in her memory don't know her, but she is quite content to see her in the Mid-Autumn Festival, which means reunion.
Xu Xian is right, when he came to this world, he was confused, and he couldn't go and leave with his lost self.
Accept that you are not 'idle' as soon as possible, so that there will be less pain, and then live every day as you should.
Man's life is short.
Xu Mengxian's last thought paused here.
She fell asleep.
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early the next morning.
Xu Xian forgot to close the window when he was watching the night view by the windowsill last night, so now he is awakened by the cold.
"It's more than 20 degrees today, why is it so cold.
He got up from the bed with numb hair, walked to the window and closed it in good spirits, and his sleepiness disappeared in an instant.
I opened the weather forecast and looked at it, and found that it was a north wind today, with a maximum of 21 degrees and a minimum of 12 degrees.
Xu Xian helped his forehead to ease his mind, and then went to the wardrobe to take out a coat and put it on, before he walked out of the room to make breakfast.
As soon as he left the room, he smelled the smell of porridge wafting in the living room, which was someone who had made breakfast.
Seeing Xu Mengxian coming out of the kitchen, still holding a plate of scrambled eggs with green onions, Xu Xian didn't think it was unusual, maybe the other party got up earlier than him these days, so many times breakfast was made by this girl, and it seemed that she was gradually getting used to it.
How can you get used to it?
Xu Xian scratched the back of his head and panicked, as if he felt the atmosphere of home, which was different from when his parents were at home.
Seeing him come out, Xu Mengxian said with a smile: "There are only some eggs and vegetables left at home, so just scrambled eggs, it should be no problem to drink some white porridge in the morning, right?"
Xu Xian waved his hand: "You can eat pickles, eggs are still nutritious, and you will have to go out to buy vegetables later." "
In the past, I used to drink white porridge with a few pickles at home, and I didn't bother to go to the vegetable market.
Xu Mengxian nodded: "You save some money to spend, now there is another me, although I will use the manuscript fee for writing novels to supplement the quality of life, but it is better to save some." "
How much can I pay for the manuscript?
Xu Xian felt that it didn't matter, he sat on the chair at the dining table, scooped a bowl of white porridge and picked up the scrambled eggs and sent them to his mouth.
It's the same as my own scrambled eggs, but I like to put a lot of soy sauce, which is not very salty but very flavorful.
Xu Mengxian's behavior and habits are worthy of being carved out of the same mold as herself, and there is not much difference in even cooking.
"I think it's enough to save money, and besides, if you don't eat something nutritious, I'm afraid you'll get sick. "
I have to say that Xu Mengxian was really scary thin when she first appeared, and now she has begun to recover like a normal person in the past ten days, but she is still very thin when she looks closely.
It is a blessing for women to eat big fish and meat.
Besides, saving money is not a long-term solution, always thinking that there will be no way out of saving money, and making money is the real ability.
When Xu Mengxian heard him say this, she unconsciously touched her arm, which was soft and tender but still very skinny.
"Alas, I really owe you more and more.
She sighed, stirred the porridge with chopsticks but didn't eat it, and felt sad because she lacked too much leisure.
Xu Xian was immediately happy, and said proudly: "Sentimental girl, I officially announce that I will expel you from the female endorsement of 'Xu Xian', you are not like me at all." "
Girls just like to be sentimental and indecisive.
Xu Mengxian glanced at him: "I didn't plan to be like you, and this is not called sentimentality, it is guilt."
Xu Xian grasped the key point of the conversation, pretended to be very casual and tentatively asked: "Do you want to consider using
the second half of your life to pay it back?" Xu Mengxian didn't hear the meaning of temptation, she only thought it was a joke, so she replied angrily: "Consider using the second half of your life as a cow and a horse, right?"
He blinked in surprise: "It's not impossible." "
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