bookbashuk Chapter 122 Different People
Chapter 122 Different People
After Lu Tian said this, he looked away.
He didn't have the courage to look Jiang Baige in the eye, because he didn't know how she would view him after he said to the person he loved that "you will die if you don't fall in love."
But you will definitely no longer think of him as a simple and sunny big boy.
The contempt and walk away that he expected did not appear.
"No, I know."
Jiang Baige didn't mean to comfort Lu Tian, but she had felt the same way in her previous life, except...
"I also know that once people find something more interesting than being in love, they no longer want to be in love at all."
Lu Tian opened his eyes wide in surprise. For a moment, he didn't know whether to be amazed at the rich love history of the person in front of him, or surprised that his sweetheart didn't want to fall in love.
"My focus now is always on study and writing... You should know this."
Of course he knew.
"But do you have to choose between the two? Give up your relationship in order to spend more time writing?"
"Of course not, it's just that, as you know, love takes a lot of time."
In her previous life, she had several failed relationships, all of which ended because she had to study, review, and write, and had no time to walk the streets with the other person or be around him.
"In the beginning, of course, we wanted to be together every day, but as time went on... I was happy for the sentences I wrote with great difficulty, but he didn't understand. When I shared the books I had read, he wasn't interested and instead blamed me for spending so much time reading, thinking, and writing... These are tasks that can only be done by one person, and adding one more person would completely disrupt the rhythm."
Jiang Baige was immersed in her own memories.
"Without exception, they blame me for not accompanying them. But what do they want me to accompany them for? Watch his favorite TV, play his favorite poker, go to his friends' parties, sleep when he feels comfortable... Who am I? His companion animal?"
Lu Tian said hurriedly: "I...I am different from them."
"How can you guarantee that?" Jiang Baige raised her eyebrows and looked at him. "You liked Ye Zhi at the beginning, didn't you mean it sincerely? I think she was the one you took most seriously... But after being together, didn't you get tired of her? Weren't you still fickle? Didn't you break up?"
Jiang Baige paused and poked his sore spot: "I haven't asked you yet, did you see Ye Zhi when you went home last summer vacation?"
"Don't...don't change the subject."
"It seems that she hasn't forgiven you yet." Jiang Baige sighed - this sigh was for Lu Tian, "Have you ever thought about it, if - I mean if, I agreed to date you, and then one day we broke up..."
"we will not……"
"You won't break up with me? How credible do you think this is?" Jiang Baige laughed, "Do you still remember why we became friends?"
"An article in the school newspaper."
He still remembered that this made Jiang Baige feel somewhat relieved.
"Yes... but my writing is far from me. I wrote in the article that I like rainy days, but if my balcony leaks during a rainstorm, it's not about romance, but about lying on the ground wiping endless dirty water while sweating and cursing. Rain, sweat and saliva mixed together to form a winding stream, flowing from the balcony to the bedroom and leaking downstairs. People downstairs ran up angrily and banged on the door, demanding an explanation from me. At this time, I stood up suddenly, but accidentally sprained my waist. The embarrassment was not over yet. The ceiling finally couldn't bear the weight of the moisture and fell into pieces. A piece of wall skin hit me hard on the head... I was hysterical and exhausted, with no sense of beauty. If you were standing by at that time, would you still think that I was the literary young woman in the article who reads, drinks tea, listens to the rain, and sleeps on rainy days and understands your soft heart?"
After Jiang Baige finished speaking, she felt a little regretful. She really should have recorded this and written it into her novel.
Lu Tian had already tilted his head and began to imagine this scene, and his head felt buzzing. It was bearable if it happened once or twice, but what if such a scene happened frequently?
He thought of Ye Zhi, who frequently checked on him after they started dating.
At first, he felt very happy, thinking that Ye Zhi cared about him. But he was really indecisive, so he began to feel that Ye Zhi was interfering with his freedom...
He was just in love with her, not completely subordinate to her. Just like what Jiang Baige said just now, he was not her "companion animal"...
Seeing that Lu Tian didn't say anything, Jiang Baige also calmed down: "More than that, if you fall in love with me, you must always accept that you may not be ranked in the top three in my life. If there is a good book, I will mute your call. If I suddenly get inspiration, I will write until I completely forget the time of my date with you. If... do you remember the companion animal I just mentioned? I'm afraid it's difficult for two people to always maintain independence when dating, so if I don't want to do it, then..."
She could only let Lu Tianlai endlessly cooperate with her rhythm.
“This is a bit…”
"Yes, that's a bit unreasonable." Jiang Baige completed his sentence for him, "But, Lu Tian, don't forget what brought us together in the first place... You definitely don't want to see me change like that, right?"
Lu Tian bit his lip and said nothing.
His hesitation gave Jiang Baige an opportunity: "If you don't want to repeat Ye Zhi's mistakes, then it's better for us not to date. This way, when we meet, I won't have to hide from you, and your self-esteem won't be hurt..."
"But I don't want to see you with someone else..."
"I'm dating someone else?" Jiang Baige laughed. "If you can do it, why can't I? But I can promise you..."
There was a gleam in Lu Tian's eyes.
"I promise you, if I fall in love with someone else, I will never appear in front of you."
The light dimmed again.
Fortunately, at this moment, Lu Tian's cell phone rang. He showed a somewhat embarrassed expression, turned his back, and walked two steps to the side.
Unfortunately, his phone was off-line...
From their conversation, Jiang Baige could tell that his girlfriend had returned safely to the dormitory and was reporting to him that she was safe and asking him where he was now.
There was no impatience in Lu Tian's tone. Jiang Baige thought that he must still have feelings for his girlfriend...it's just that, there are too many feelings.
Jiang Baige gently raised her foot...
After a few minutes of the call, Lu Tian turned around and found Jiang Baige was no longer there. He clenched and unclenched his left fist and turned to a short tree next to him that just happened to cover a person's figure.
"Classmate, you've been eavesdropping for so long. Now I'm the only one here. Can you come out now?"
A few seconds later, an equally tall figure slowly walked out from behind the tree...