I want to just drift through life in Type-Moon.

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That's right, this miracle is her. She didn't choose to become the alien priestess, nor did she have to bear the fate of being reborn. She was chosen by Gaia to be born to listen to the will of Earth and to serve Gaia—the Star Priestess.

His chest was shattered by the sudden, heavy blow, and he flew into the air, his eyes filled with incomprehension as he appeared to be Yue Zhengling.

Even though the opponent was a spirit, and I could be considered her natural enemy, why, why did I become like this after just one strike?

"Thud~" It landed on the snow in the distance in a parabolic arc, and the evil of this world began to question the meaning of life.

"Why...why is this happening? This is my first time getting a body, my first time having a self, and I'm experiencing double pleasure—"

Phew~ Phew~

Before he could finish speaking, two soft whooshing sounds robbed him of the chance to finish his sentence.

The blade, hardened by black mud at a temperature approaching 3000 degrees Celsius after being collected and enhanced by light magic, severed his throat and dissected his heart.

Death claimed his life in a mere instant.

Olga Marie's eyes returned to their coldness. She gazed at the motionless corpse from afar, and finally walked over.

The person in the snow lay on their side, red blood flowing from openings in their chest and neck.

Her crimson pupils were fully dilated, and her breathing had long since stopped; she looked truly dead. But Olga Marie didn't approach too closely, instead standing at a safe distance.

“Get up, it’s too fake,” Olga Marie said, shaking her head.

"Aha~ I knew I couldn't fool you, huh?" The corpse blinked, and the wounds on its body and the blood on the ground instantly disappeared.

He rolled around on the ground like a spoiled child, yelling, "Why~ why can't you let me fool you~ You're bullying me!"

Olga Marie frowned. She had no idea what he was trying to do, but after watching for a while, she decided to ignore him. She didn't need to waste her time here. Now that she was free, there was no need to stay.

She had previously planned to look at the Greater Grail, but now she no longer had that thought. What she wanted to do most now was to return to the place where she felt at ease as soon as possible.

However, having shifted her focus away from the evils of this world, she failed to notice the eerie smile on his face.

—You think you can run away after using my magic? There's no such thing as a free lunch in this world!

Chapter 191 The Evil of This World: [The Id]

From the moment Olga Marie used the Black Mud magic, the ending was already sealed. Whether she was touched by the Black Mud or not was irrelevant, because the purpose of evil in this world was not there at all.

The essence of black mud is a magic block formed by the concentration of magic power. When magicians perform magic, they must use the "source" and magic circuits. Magicians after the Age of Gods can no longer use the "great source" of the world. Modern magic is also activated by the life force of magicians, that is, the "small source" in their bodies.

Olga Marie has no physical body and uses astral magic that is closer to the magic of the Age of Gods. In addition, as the Star Priestess, she would normally receive Gaia's blessing.

But precisely because she was a spirit, the evil of this world obtained a way to suppress her from her memories. When it touched her, it severed the connection between her and Gaia, forcing her to be unable to gather magic power, and as a result, she fell into its carefully prepared trap.

The black mud she separated out was indeed used as a source of magic. Although the other party thought it was unrelated, the black mud had its own will. When it passed through Olga Marie's magic circuit, it had unknowingly connected the two of them.

Sure enough, just as Olga Marie was trying to return to her own world, she discovered that there was an invisible door between her and her original world, as if she were locked in this world.

Only then did she realize that the black spheres collected by the Starry Sky Magic around her were slowly decreasing.

"What's going on!" Olga Marie frantically groped around in front of her, finally realizing it wasn't a hallucination; the door simply wouldn't open.

"It's no use~ You've already begun to be consumed by flesh, you already belong to this world, so it's hard to go back~" The evil one of this world, who was rolling around on the ground, sat cross-legged in the snow with a grin. "Hey, Master, you're going to form a contract with me soon, and then I'll devour everything!"

Olga Marie, whose death was prophesied, was not alarmed. She had experienced countless deaths before her rebirth, and death was a normal part of her life, something she did not need to fear. Compared to that, the inability to return to her own world was the result she least wanted to accept and dared not even imagine.

"What are you?! Why are you doing this to me?!" Olga Marie turned around angrily to look at the evil in this world.

"Oh, well, it's because I want to do it this way." He slapped his thigh and grinned.

Although this guy was an enemy, his carefree smile still made Olga Marie momentarily lose her composure, and then her eyes turned incredibly sharp.

"Enchanting magic?!"

"No, I don't know anything about magic. This must be an ability that comes with this body. Ah, but it's not bad. If even a high-ranking magician like you can fall for it, my life will be very exciting from now on!" The Evil of This World rested his chin on his hands, looking at Olga Marie's body that was gradually becoming solid. The thought of her truly completing her transformation and that he would be able to enjoy his first time made him almost unable to suppress his desire.

Huh? Suppression? Why suppress? This question flashed through my mind, but I stopped caring about it the next moment.

Olga Marie also realized that her body was actually starting to become real, which she found incredible. She tried to ask Gaia for help, but received no response. This was the first time such a thing had happened to her.

At this moment, she felt the same helplessness she had felt when Rafe threw her into Chaldea.

"No... I want to go back... Let me go back... I finally found peace of mind..." As her body solidified further, the various emotions she had lost as a living being began to return.

"I want to go back! I want to go back! I want to go back!!" Olga Marie frantically waved her hands in front of her, trying to open the "door".

"Everyone said it was impossible. When you met me, the ending was already destined." Seeing that the time was almost right, the evil of this world stood up.

Black hair fluttered in the wind, reflecting the glow of the burning cedar trees behind him, creating a beautiful radiance. Yet, his eyes gleamed with an evil light, and a smile played on his lips, a smile that hinted at the impending pleasure.

He walked slowly towards Olga Marie, step by step.

As a being born from black mud, she could not disobey him as the original being. All the black mud spheres around Olga Marie disappeared, and a naked, fair celestial body appeared before the evil of this world.

Olga Marie stared blankly at her now-physical body, feeling the long-lost chill as she hugged her arms, trying to regain some warmth.

"Oh dear, she seems a bit too young for her first time—" Looking at Olga Marie, who looked only about fourteen years old, the Evil of This World licked his lips, his slightly exposed tongue tip was a little moist, a sign of his appetite and lust.

"Hey, Master, how about we make a deal?" Suddenly, the part of him that made up of him, the one called wicked sense of humor, started to stir.

"Actually, I don't necessarily have to eat you~ You see, we finally got bodies, which means we've gained a new life. In this world, we have no connection with anyone else, only the bond between us~"

His voice was seductive, and his ambiguous words were like the devil's whispers, making people unconsciously want to listen on.

"Compared to simply eating you and achieving my goal in one go, this method, while convenient, is far too wasteful. Besides, you'll still have a chance to go back, but if you die, you won't have that chance~"

He reached out to Olga Marie and gently touched her face without any resistance.

"I can give you your freedom in a moment, so you can regain control of your body."

"What do you want..." Knowing that there must be harsh conditions behind his proposal, Olga Marie looked at him without any emotion.

"Aha, let's do something nice later~ Magicians can replenish their magic power through the exchange of bodily fluids, and even transplant magic circuits, right? I want you to use the same method to establish a mental channel between us, use your overflowing concept of [death] to help me kill a thought, and then satisfy me with your body, and I'll spare your life, how about it?"

He greedily scanned Olga Marie's tender naked body, imagining enjoying this young body soon, and even that she would please him in order to obtain his promise. The hand that was touching Olga Marie's face couldn't help but move downwards.

His boiling desire was becoming uncontrollable. His gaze followed his hand, and when it touched Olga Marie's slender neck, a violent urge to destroy made him grab the neck that seemed to snap at the slightest touch, and pull Olga Marie close to his face.

"Hey, Master, what do you think of my suggestion? I'll only give you ten seconds to choose—ah, I can't resist, three seconds it is~"

His eyes, like those of a wild beast, were filled with impatience, and his hot breath sprayed on Olga Marie's face. She knew that if she refused, she would never have another chance, because the murderous intent in his eyes was far stronger than lust.

His eyes were murky and filled with all sorts of desires. His behavior was simple and direct, yet devoid of any rationality. He acted typically based on intuition and impulse.

There's no good way to deal with this; the only thing to do is to take it one step at a time.

While Olga Marie, as a magician, cannot be said to be devoid of humanity, she is certainly indifferent to it. Moreover, given that she has lost the ability to resist, silently accepting everything and seeking opportunities is the best choice. Therefore, her decision is quite clear.

"I agree." She said this calmly, her eyes showing no humiliation, no resentment, no self-abandonment, only unprecedented rationality.

"Aha, ahaha, ahahahahahahahahaha!!!" Upon hearing Olga Marie's reply, the Evil of This World let out a wanton laugh, then he pushed Olga Marie to the ground, and the next moment he pressed down on her as well.

"Then I won't be polite. Let's exchange our first times~ But remember, you have to satisfy me. Before that, whether you faint, cry and beg me to stop, or even refuse to cooperate like a puppet, none of these are allowed!"

Even in the snowy region, the evil of this world still exuded a fiery aura that even the chill of nature could not extinguish. When he lay on Olga Marie, the contrast between the coldness of his chest and the warmth of his back still made her naturally choose the warmer side.

Before the magic ritual began, Olga Marie stared intently at the person who was about to take away what was most important to her as a woman. She wanted to remember that face firmly in her mind, so that even if she died again and was reborn, her future self would remember this person.

Olga Marie had a premonition that she would die again. This man was capricious and might kill her at any moment. Even if she agreed to all his conditions and obeyed all his demands in the future, this man who held her life and death in his hands would probably kill her as if it were a joke.

Because at the moment she regained her freedom after the act of flesh was completed, she finally knew what the black mud was really like.

That is the sum of all human malice in the world, which is the concept of "evil".

Since it is evil, then there is no concept of following the agreement, no concept of not killing. Before being played with, broken, or killed, one might even kill her without any reason.

This is evil, without any reason, born of humankind, and represents the most authentic aspect of humanity.

"Ah, Master, you look just like one of those philosophers right now~" He cupped Olga Marie's face in his hands, pressing his thumbs under her eye sockets.

"Ugh, that look is unbearable~" she said, sticking out her tongue and licking from her eyebrows all the way down to her chin.

"Ah, this youthful taste is really good~" The Evil of This World closed his eyes as if intoxicated, savoring the moment, without making any further moves.

"What happened to the people who were originally sent into this world?" Olga Marie suddenly asked.

Having come into direct contact with the evil of this world, he opened his eyes with displeasure, "Why are you asking that question?"

"My goal is to banish him from my world, and if possible, it would be even better if he never appeared again." Olga Marie reached into their pressed chests and gently caressed them with clumsy movements.

The ability to curry favor when necessary can be beneficial—this is a required lesson in aristocratic studies.

"Oh ho~ So it was you who brought [me] into this world? Then I really have to thank you properly—as a token of my gratitude, how about I try to make you more comfortable in a bit?" He said something that left people scratching their heads, and slowly released his hands from Olga Marie's face.

"Since that's the case, our goals are the same. I will use the [death] you possess to officially extinguish that flickering [me] in the wind." He revealed an extremely sinister expression. "Wouldn't it have been better to assimilate sooner? Why cling to that ridiculous ego!"

"Even though you're missing two of the three elements that make you who you are, when you're invaded, you gain the ego (malicious desire) of five billion people, which becomes an extension of 'me' and completes the self! Why won't you completely assimilate?"

That's right, this evil of the world is actually an extension of Yue Zhengling. After Yue Zhengling left his physical body and began an incredible journey, his "id" as a survival instinct and desire instinct remained in the body of Guanbuzi Hospital.

In the post-apocalyptic world, after being invaded by Yog, Le Zhengling used the Atlas Institute's spirit particle calculator and Cthulhu summoning incantation to extract the corrupted part that belonged to the "non-self".

Then, as the weakest part of his self, he couldn't hold on after losing the support of these two. Fortunately, at the last moment, Arthur and Merry used their spirit origins to strengthen Yue Zhengling's self. Otherwise, his self would not have been able to stand, and he might have ended up disappearing in Orange's arms.

Because at that time, as the "self," Yue Zhengling had left even the Infinite Saint Quartz that Merlin gave him on the "non-self" side. Yug, who hadn't noticed that a part of Yue Zhengling had left and wasn't yet in his complete form, couldn't possibly lend a helping hand.

It could even be said that what Yug valued was only the part of Yue Zhengling that was not himself, and even if he realized it, he would most likely choose to watch the show.

Now that the Infinite Saint Quartz can be used by three Le Zhenglings simultaneously, the evil of this world is absorbed into Le Zhengling's soul.

Compared to the 5 billion "ids", Yue Zhengling's "ego" should be insignificant, but even among the 5 billion "ids", none of them are as special as one person's "ego".

Because as long as they are human beings, or rather, all living beings, their "true self" is the same.

The "id" is innate and forms the basis of personality structure.

The ego, non-ego, and superego all develop from it.

It is located at the bottom of the personality structure and is a system composed of innate instincts and desires, including various physiological needs and emotional impulses.

The id possesses a strong primal impulse; it is unconscious, irrational, unsocialized, and chaotic.

It follows only one principle—the pleasure principle, which means pursuing an individual's biological needs such as the satiation of food and the satisfaction of sexual desire, as well as avoiding pain.

This is why it gives rise to all human evils, and this is the origin of all evil in this world.

Chapter 192 Their First Experience

Because He is the aggregate of all evil in the world, He has no specific personality and must attach Himself to someone to obtain a representative "self".

The initial choice was the Winter Saintess Justeza, who, as the mother, was also His only choice as He could not leave the Great Void.

But the Winter Saintess can be said to be the complete opposite of Him. If Him represents human evil, then Yustissa represents human good.

——Save all mankind.

Yustissa, who was born and even sacrificed herself for this purpose, is fully worthy of the title of saint. It is precisely for this reason that the evil of this world has not been able to completely corrupt her even after nearly half a century.

This is only possible if the other party has already lost their personality. If the other party still had their personality at the beginning, this erosion would not have been possible at all.

While using Yustissa as a womb to nurture its own growth, it also wanted to invade her body. However, because it needed a personality to be fully realized, it had no choice but to use the power nurtured by Yustissa to reconstruct her personality, which in turn slowed down the invasion.

This vicious cycle was broken when Yue Zhengling appeared inside the Great Void, at which point the Winter Saintess's personality was restructured and awakened due to Einzbern's call.

The evil of this world thought this was the best opportunity. Although there was the option of Yue Zhengling, it had taken so long to produce the result. Greed and resentment made Him unwilling to give up Yustisa.

However, as mentioned at the beginning, Yustissa's personality is opposed to Him. Even though it has already corrupted most of Him, it may take another ten years to completely take over the remaining part once the other's personality is fully awakened.

Therefore, in a life-or-death situation, or rather, under duress, He chose Yue Zhengling. He thought that an ordinary person's weak will would be broken after He entered, but things didn't go as planned; the other party's will was unimaginably strong.

Fortunately, the assimilation proceeded smoothly. With Yue Zhengling's "self" as the center, the evil of this world became the part of his "id" that he did not have. Now, He has finally gained personality.

In general terms, He is now Yue Zhengling. The evil of this world represents all the evils of humanity. The evils of all people are roughly the same, that is, all people's "id" is similar. In the process of growing up, they are unified by the "ego" and become different individuals, forming different human beings.

Even though this was the final outcome, Yue Zhengling's personality was not rewritten. It could be said that the evil of this world made up for the part he lost, but his "self" refused to acknowledge it.

This is why the completely malicious Le Zhengling wanted to use Olga Marie's concept of "death" to kill the past "self," completely absorb all memories, and reconstruct a new "self" based on the "id."

At that time, he will gain complete freedom, achieving what Taoists call "no rules" and Buddhists call "great freedom."

Because he hasn't acquired all of Yue Zhengling's memories, he is incomplete. He doesn't understand why the "id" of five billion people can't eliminate that "ego." Even though he has connected with this "ego" and become a part of Yue Zhengling, he still can't completely become the other person.

Just as a drop of ink falling into a water tank would be diluted to the point of being unrecognizable, Yue Zhengling's "self" is like a stone, sinking to the bottom of the water tank.

Upon discovering this situation, the evil of the world, like a millstone, tried to crush the lion, but was powerless to do so.

After all, a person cannot lift themselves without the help of tools.

At this point, he discovered a tool that could help him achieve his goal: Olga Marie.

“A meaningless persistence, I am you—” A strange struggle flashed in Yue Zhengling’s eyes.